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Uncooked Playdough (salt and flour)
1/4 cup salt
1 cup flour
1/4 cup water
Have your child mix the flour and salt in a bowl then add water. Knead and squeeze the dough to make a clay consistency. You may need to add more water.

Kool-Aid Play Dough
The children will love the smell of this playdough!

2 1/2 cups flour
1 cup salt
3 tablespoons vegetable oil
2 cups boiling water
2 packages unsweetened Kool-Aid
Mix dry ingredients. Add oil and water. Wearing gloves, knead for 10 minutes. Store in zip lock bag in refrigerator.

Well, I was gonna do my real update yesterday...or was it the day before... oh well, its up now, thanks to evan's....erm.....we'll call it encouragement:P

Well, Monday me, Evan, Chandra, Margaret, Kyle, and David went to the mall. We did alot of nothing (Margaret and David ditched early on, so me, Evan, Kyle, and Chandra were the group for quite awhile...). We eventually met up with Ken, Sean (a friend of Ken's...well, a friend of mine too), Leanne, and Sara. Twas fun. After awhile Margaret and David decided to come back, and we all (minus chandra) left the food court and went in search of candy at the bulk barn. Me and Evan decided to go back for Chandra, and ended up looseing everyone else... Blah i dont even know why im writing any of this its boring as hell.

After that...erm....story....everyone left slowly, then me, evan, margaret, and kyle went to see Darkness.....wasn't the greatest movie in the world....but everyone died:D:D the evil FINALLY won in a movie:D:D:D (sorry to everyone who was gonna see it i didn't mean to ruin it...). Once we got outside, Margaret hit david in the face, made his nose bleed, he had to be extra dramatic about it and pretend he was overly injured, climb a giant snow hill and fall off for some reason...but yeah, he ended up being cold beyond all reason for the long walk home. Everything after that is pretty boring too, i dunno why im typing any of this...

Oh well, thats that, another update that no one wanted to read...

Time for another update, i know you all missed me. Actually, this isn't my real update, i'll do that later today, but I told evan i would have an update done before i went to sleep, and i forgot about it, but then i remembered it, and, well, here it is...there you go, an update....cheep as hell, but its an update, i'll make an actual one in 12 or so hours...probably more, maybe less....blah while I'm here i may as well write something that just happened.

So i went onto this thing called Talkcity.com, a site filled wtih chatrooms, and in one, this person talks to me, talking about how they know 3 people who want to kill themselves, one guy because he hadta bury 16 of his best friends....yeah odd....anywho, afterward, she adds me on msn, and even though people are gonna kill themselves, she asks me first, before anything else, if i have a picture...when i said no she said she hadta go and signed off....er...blocked me....cause she started talking in the chatroom again. I'm 90% sure that i was talking to a petifile of somekind that wanted to plaster my face on nude pictures all over the internet....a friend of mine sean told me to stay one step ahead of her plan, so i took him up on the advice, and plastered my own face onto nude pictures and posted them all over the internet before she did!!! BOOYA!!!...im gonna go cry now.....lol, anyway, im tired, so untill tomorrow, cya

Well, its been forever since i updated last, but so much has happened, so hear is a recap.

A few days ago in english we had to do a presentation, a talk show to be exact. Me, maria, chandra, and anith did the jerry springer show. It was great, and brad even lifted his shirt for jerry beads (which got me in a minor ammount of trouble from hairy carrot peel (kurchirkey)).

Now for the actual interesting part

Yesterday, me, chandra, amy (whom i just met that day), margaret, kyle evan, and david went to the mall. Everyone kept ditching, and me and david got lost from the group several times, and our solution was always to go to the nearest restaurant and get something to eat/drink. It worked well. I accidentally scared the hell outta two old people at tim hortons, which was the major laugh of my day. Margaret assulted me countless times, stepped on my heels, made fun, and countless other things throughout the day, to which i almost got the point of getting mad:|. I ended up walking away for abit, and ignoring her until i unmadified myself, and then bought large ammounts of candy. (dont worry margaret, i forgive you until next time). Aaanywho, nearing the end of the mall trip, chandra got on the bus to go home. Everyone was writing messages on the fogy windows, and wouldn't it figure david wrote SPEED 3 on one. Well, that was another good laugh. We all then went into the food court, and evan bought KFC. Me and david became drifters, moving one table away from everyone at a time, until we made our way to NYF (new york fries) and bought food. We then returned to everyone, and ate. Unfortunately, we didn't know evan vommited at the sight of cheese, and when he told us we didn't believe him (we had poutines). So we taunted until he puked...(sorry evan). After that me and david headed to the washrooms (maybe it was before...) and each took a separate stall and sang the "sittin on the crapper waitin for something to happen, nothins gonna happen at all" song. We left, quite proud, and reunited with everyone. Amy hadta leave, and we decided it was time to graveyardafy it. (i know i left parts out but they weren't important). We got to the graveyard and went in. David saw a face on the ground at one point, and heard footsteps, and there was no one there. I saw a tombstone fall over, and heard screaming. After awhile we left, but things just got freakier and freakier. There was the sound of an engine revving and a car pass by on a darkish eerie road, but there was nothing there. We got to the mall, and blah freakin blah took a bus back ditched everyone and went to david's house. There it got worse. There were inexplainable noises, things falling over, and around 3-4ish, there was a noise in the basement. Being stupid, we decided to check it out. We went down, and found nothing but a moving light on a string, cobwebs moving freakishly quickly for there being no wind, and more noises of footsteps from upstairs (no one was walking). There was also the sound of a heart beating from somewhere in the basement. We dont know where it came from, but it was definately the sound of a beating heard. That was the freakist thing...picture yourself in a dark basement knowing a poltergeist most likely followed you back from a graveyard, and there being the sound of a beating heart in the basement. And according to rachel, seeing a tombstone fall over is a bad omen:| Oh, backtracking abit, evan had an exorcist moment, and i still say he is possesed by something, because i saw in his shadow, and so did david, to freakishly large horns from the top of his head. They went away after we mentioned it, and he tried to make his hair do the horns again, but try as he might it didn't happen (its cause he's possesed). Well, as of now, im listening to things fall down in the empty room beside me, and im going 28 hours without sleep so far. I wanna break my record of 38. Well, i'll leave you to read this, cause yeah, im guessing its boring now. Cya

Well, its only been more than a month (i think) since i've updated... so.... Well, to start off, i might have the potential to make people laugh in english tomorrow, should be lotsa fun:) Auto has become one of my favourite classes, cause i still get to sit and do diddly squat:) well, anyway, i got to see the grudge....twice....it was funnier the second time around cause me an david made fun of it. But it was still funny the first time around.
Goddamnit im rambleing again.
So today was pretty boring...like everyother day...hopefully it wont be tomorrow in english. Well, whoever reads this, i didn't give much info, so you shouldn't be able to ruin it...but then again, there is still a chance...please dont say anything cause it'll be funnier if people dont know anything is happening...hell i dont know why i even wrote anything about english in here...ooh well

I will probably update this thing again before 2004 is over, but no promisses.

Well...today was much more eventful than yesterday... well, it started off with me going to school...and ryan, who sits beside me in math, brought a bible, it was funny...yeah...so anyway, i moved on to careers where i got to fill out sheets all about me... i think the teacher is secretly a stalker who wants all of the classes personal information...well, im gonna start lying on those sheets....anyway, from there it was onto english, where i thought i was gonna get to sit beside chandra, and a few desks away from ryan and mea, but noooooo, the damn teacher, kuchirka or whatever the hell made me go back... bastard... Then i got to move on to auto tech, where i sit and do didily squat...i hate that class.

ANYWAY, then i went home, and went on the computer, and got yelled at cause i went on it first thing, so i didnt get a chance to talk to anyone...sorry to all i said i would talk to... after a bit i went to the park for a bit with mea, mark, and david, where i fell off of a baby swing, cause all the others were taken, im still injured. Then i went for ice cream with the same people, but rachel came too. now im home...on my computer....doing nothing...

what the hell?!?!?!?!?!?! I just wasted an hour and a half of my life on my last journal entry, and when i looked the my updated journal, THE WHOLE THING WAS READABLE!!! There were tons of //// and >handwritten< and &FHQ)_ and other crap that wouldnt let me read the message, i had to pick out the legible stuff word by word...... so i decoded it...and when i posted it up here...its...readable *cries* Well, im never wasteing my time decodeing an e-mail again...

Well...school today...lotsa fun *waves happy flag with absolutely NO enthusiasim* I have friends in all my classes...but i dont sit near any of them... well, thats a lie, in careers i get to sit beside mark and richard...and chantal is beside mark....and chandra and mikki are a row ahead....careers is the best seating arrangement i got :D. English on the other hand, im stranded....:( Chandra seems to have had it rough today, im gonna do what i can to make the rest of the year more barible, but i dont know how *thinks* Oooh well i'll do what i can.

Anywho, i walked home with mea, rachel, mark, ken, richard....and i think there mighta been someone else *thinks*..dammit i dont know...

Anyway...getting to the subject of this post, me having no life, i came to the conclusion after decodeing a huge e-mail...

this is what the e-mail i got looked like...

">Have you ever </font>wondered </font></font></font>which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. </p> >

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

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But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could  have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

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*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

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*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die.  I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)

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you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you 

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 you will send this back

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up  to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I  CARE about friends


Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.


Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.


Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have  NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and takecomfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and .. always will..

I care about  YOU !!


Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them know that you care...send this back to the person who sent it to you if you consider them a friend

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I wish you the best for today, and tomorrow. >

....ok im guessing none of you care that i wasted my life decodeing this, but im posting it dammit, it took up a good hour and a half of my life

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs.Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid. afriad of what we don't know afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonders what they would have done, or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? even if it is that you don't care anymore.What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them? People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow (God Forbid) you would be in my heart, Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back. You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and... always will.. I care about YOU !! Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them know that you care...send this back to the person who sent it to you if you consider them a friend.

Anyway, im done for now...my eyes hurt from decodeing...and if your wondering why it took me an hour and a half its cause i get side tracked easily...for insta.....oooh shiney:)

Anyway, enough for now

Current Mood: bored

You know, its funny how in a single second, everything can be turned upside down, flipped, and whatever else... ok i dont know where i was going with that, but it sounded interesting didn't it? yeah, dont deny it...

Anyway...i think im gonna talk about fears...cause its kind of interesting... and...well....oh what the hell

People go their whole lives, being afriad of anything, and everything, only to realize in the end it was all for nothing...ok i really dont know what the hell im talking about anymore....i try to sound somewhat smart and look at me, i go off rambleing...

Oooh well, i was hopeing to fit a moral in here somewhere, but there is no way thats gonna happen, so im just gonna give a few words of advice to some fears, that way anyone reading this can use them where applicible...(note: these words may not all be mine, they very well might have been stolen from an e-mail, tv-show, or cheesey sitcom...)

Heights: Dont ever be afriad of heights, be afraid of the fall

Spiders: Only be afraid of the big ones...or the little ones that can paralyse you....or spider man gone bad...or...nvm

The dark: I still havent figured this one out... I guess its the eerynes of it, not knowing what could be there..but look at it this way, if something is gonna pop out and get you, it'll do it whether its light or dark

Clowns: Only be afraid if the are armed..

Being alone: As long as you have a few good friends, or even just one, you'll never have to be afraid of being alone.

Ghosts: Chances are there is nothing even there..

Being rejected: I guess this kinda goes with being alone, depending on the type of rejection. If you're afraid of being rejected by someone you like, or even love, dont be. What comes comes, and its better to know than wonder your whole life what if... And if you're afraid of being rejected by frineds for choices you make, like said before, you will always have at least one friend who will stick with you through it all...

Death: This is a big one...lotsa people are scared of death, and there is really nothing anyone can say or do to fix that, its not knowing that gets people i guess...

Bah, this is sounding like a sad talk show, im ending this now...

Woo hoo! look at me, my very own live journal :) To be perfectly honest, i have no clue what to write in here....I got a cellphone, thats a plus to my day:) well....i got it yesterday....pfft, you had to go ruin my day didnt you...

Uhhh, i think im goin to the movies friday....or thursday....i still dont know cause mahmood cant make any sence...and i think im goin again sunday, for tradition of course:)

Well....there you have it, my life story...you can wake up now.....c'mon wake up.....